I was holding back from doing anything like this because it seems a bit self absorbed and a bit “look at me me me”. But I don’t care Anymore, and I don’t care that this sentence started with “but”.
I fucking cant wait to wake up in the morning and feel clear headed and “with it”. I exist somewhere between delirious and on the brink of having a Break down. On a good day I just feel dull and robotic. On bad days, I have to remind myself every few minutes that this is all part of the process and its just a test in patience.